I HAVE A TERRIBLE HABIT OF JUST SITING and musing about things which in some ways is not a bad thing but not when you find most of the day has gone and I take so much interest in what the world is doing especially on things like twitter seeing what other people are doing ! while I sit and press buttons !
I am never bored as the aspie side of my brain takes over and I get very involved in what I am doing and actually can’t turnoff at the moment although there is more productive things I could be doing like the dishes or maybe not !
It would be interesting to go where your mind goes inside its head where you can’t physically follow , the majority of time daydreams and procrastinating can be good for you I have been told !
Alot of time I am under stress due to things that i mull over in my brain and which can’t seem to escape from not sure if that just me aspie me or ocd me , other people say just forget it when anything goes wrong but my brain wont let me !!
It is if my mind likes making mischief for me but I would say the thoughts that arrive in my head are a lot more serious than that ! as the feelings take over and can’t be get rid of I have never been involved in any war but it is like rapid fire of thought s that I can’t control like rapid machine gun fire !
I would love to know what goes inside my brain I think some parts are overactive and other parts are wandering around aimlessly sleeping one of the words would use to describe me is jumbleed up or like a pile in a jumbled up clothes you have to do a lot of searching to find the real me !
It is a strange thought but what if your brain you could ask your brain what it actually thought of you wonder what answers it would come up with and would you like one section of your brain talked to other sections about where it was going around so the overactive parts could be told to calm down and the under active parts could be told we are told in life to think of others my mum is the champion f thinking of others probably to the detriment of herself but we can’t enter other people’s brains and see what they ae thinking only ourselves can we sort out and if its anything like me it may take some time !