#fathersday from an #aspie girl

Today is fathers day !  I but have not long come back from seeing my dad , he always makes the sunday dinner Iand makes jokes that i dont cook it !

Today I handed my dad various gifts and a card  munched through my dinner and came home ,but the one thing missing  was  the words perhaps I should have said was  I LOVE YOU!

My dad has never sent the world on fire and  probably quite forgettable to most but he has always been their  Even in the middle of the night and want to picked up from an obscure place he never says NO a.although he may moan about it for ages after

Alot of people probably think most dads would do that  but it is more difficult for anyone who has a daughter like me , with aspergers  where it is difficult to tell people   how  really feal and you can never  be to sure what daughter you are going to meet  Jekel or HYDE  I am fine  as long as everything is going well in my world  , but if things go wrong which they often do , I will scream and shout as if the world is ending

which to me it is evan over something quite trivial  like a lost buss pass  but my dad often  manages to calm me down and get me out of my many muddles and believe you me their are many !

Today, I gave my Dad a  funny card and paused before writing in it and in the end just wrote thanks Evan writing the word Love is difficult and thst is why I am doing it here , one day I may actually say it Imagebut doubt will be holding my breath 




About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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