Today is fathers day ! I but have not long come back from seeing my dad , he always makes the sunday dinner Iand makes jokes that i dont cook it !
Today I handed my dad various gifts and a card munched through my dinner and came home ,but the one thing missing was the words perhaps I should have said was I LOVE YOU!
My dad has never sent the world on fire and probably quite forgettable to most but he has always been their Even in the middle of the night and want to picked up from an obscure place he never says NO a.although he may moan about it for ages after
Alot of people probably think most dads would do that but it is more difficult for anyone who has a daughter like me , with aspergers where it is difficult to tell people how really feal and you can never be to sure what daughter you are going to meet Jekel or HYDE I am fine as long as everything is going well in my world , but if things go wrong which they often do , I will scream and shout as if the world is ending
which to me it is evan over something quite trivial like a lost buss pass but my dad often manages to calm me down and get me out of my many muddles and believe you me their are many !
Today, I gave my Dad a funny card and paused before writing in it and in the end just wrote thanks Evan writing the word Love is difficult and thst is why I am doing it here , one day I may actually say it but doubt will be holding my breath