sugaryblood #diabetic

I have always  had trouble with my diabetes and keeping  the blood sugar at the level they are supposed to be . I keep to the diet more than 90 % of the time !! more like pushing 97% anyone  who say does it more is a liar or a saint !

I have always found my moods play havoc with my bloods when I get agitated which is quite often I can actually feel them rise in my stomach !!

today bloods were 6  when i awoke which were fine , I  had some yogurt and crackers for breakfast and felt fine and went to nose at the church coffee morning , this often makes me feel agitated  and my dad always asks why do you go and I say just want to know what is happening , the reason I get annoyed is my mum often helps out  when there is only 3 or less their and I see it as a waste but my mum says three people is three people ! and I make four .

Anyhow i digress < I must admit  I was offered a biscuit but only a chocolate one which i said “NO I  AM DIABETIC   AND PROmtly got me some biscuits although tiny were sugary , so just had one as  had a long walk home !I felt slightly niggly listening to he moans of the people but still I don’t  have to go but i do

I stopped off at the park and felt thirsty so had a drink and read a  bit a fave pastime of mine and began to think of the horrors of the blood test machine when i got home  but hey it was fine at 7 !

I decided to do some tidying  not something I like doing but hey everyone has to sometimes and watched a soppy children’s film and at times felt my bloods begin to rise and would not be surprised if had gone to ultra high levels as my stomach had that I don’t belong here feeling and did not want to eat again ever well maybe exaggerating ambit maybe for a few hrs my bloods were indeed 22 far to high so gave extra insulin and played around on here but must admit get a bit agitated as don’t really know what i am doing!! but hey can’t be to bad as can feel a bit better all ready


About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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