Last week I had my two out of three of my nieces staying with me well with my mum to be precise which looking back was fun but would not like to do it all the time , A because it is so tiring and B I like to do my own thing , that sounds ultra selfish but I am not one of those people who think just because you are spending time with someone older or younger than you , hey presto your own life is forgotten about !to
my nieces live in Wales so are not that use to the crowds of Liverpool, I could feel that my eldest niece would much prefer be walking about with he mates than an auntie who does not care about fashion more that the clothes are comfy but would not really relax just letting her wonder about by herself being a country girl in the big bad city ,
As a brittle diabetic whose bloods love to behave as if at the fairground they go up and I feel sick they go down and feel as if going to faint well at least it is a free ride
THis is the reason that I had a bit more than usual for my breakfast as thought would be doing alot more than my usual wondering when I go shopping by myself I tend to travel the same pathways due to aspergers and can feal the frustration begiN to grow when TRAVEL in a different path ( nought as queer as folk )
oh well we were off after much choking at the price of travel for kids these days , last time I went shopping with my mum and the girls it was a total nightmare as my mum walks like a geriatric tortoise , so I gave my rules that we would have dinner and I would then leave her in the cafe relaxing while i took the girls round primark as I more like a hare than a tortoise so this we did after having a quick look round a few shops , I could feel Erin dying to hit the shops but with us both being diabetic it was time to be sensible and get something to eat
I adore scouse but being a humid if miserable day I was not to disappointed when they said their was none left any how it really ANNOYS ME just because i like something does not mean I want to eat it all the time so I had salad which in hindsight was not a good choice as although it was a biggish portion did not have much carbos in it which all good diabetics should eat we live and learn
I left my mum in the bluecoat the girls and me hit the shops although pausing to look at the street entertainment which Erin not pleased about , well we went round and round I began to feel quite dizzy and could feel the resentment of Erin grow as I said “we r not staying here all day” she eventually bought what she wanted although think she could have stayed their much longer and went and looked at the hustle and bustle of liverpool.
The girls both had an ice cream which I bought no surprise their, !!and by this time was thinking of my mum relaxing whilst I tried to keep the two girls together , the older one was more work ” nain will be missing us ” I claimed as I decided my head was banging and in urgent need of COFFEE WANDERED back and could see the relief on my mums face that I had bought them back safely you never know with an aspergic when they going to blow up and when I blow it is a hurricane , I happily got a coffee and sat down waiting for the caffeine to take effect and next time the girls come to stay hopefully will have a large portion of scouse !!