can an #aspie have a happy year day 2

umm hi How original   not sure if I  will write everyday but time will tell

I got up slighly earlier you really wanted to know that  but  does make a difference to me  although thoughts were poping in  to my head  who in my mind should  be taken  off  the planet  which makes me  sound like a control freak  but  am just thinking of my parents who spend so  muchtime with a disabled  friend would  they do the  same  !!! if the were in trouble nooo!!!  told you  it makes me sound nasty !!

I must try and think of other things   but  my thoughts have a tendency to get stuck and go around  especially bad ones  !

I did my bloods which were fine  but  went to get glasses  to obviously see better  and think ended  up giving  insulin twice   oops  not much I could do   be  butprepared   but  never been in scouts so just have to take life as it comes  and went to town as  not been sales  and not long   after  felt myself  be  spaced out and  could not concentrate  luckily I knew  what it was  a hypo  sometimes  my body argues  with my mind  but  luckily  my  body won and went to cafe and soon felt  revived

As a whole  my day was not to bad  although  got a bit tense about going the pictures  tomorrow  to see life of pi  Glenys  may meet  my mum and me their and worried about  my mum fusssing over   glenys likes  a headless  chicken but  told my mum not to as she  decided to come not we did not invite  her and so mum gets the  carer ticket

I get  cheaper tickets due to aspergers and  the fact  I get extremely agitated  if people make a noise and don’t watch the  film Quietly  AND I TELL PEOPLE TO SHUT UP !!  SO YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED  !!

oh deffo calmer   THEN YESTERDAY round about an 8   but the  cursor  jumping around  so getting off now

well  wait and  see tomorrow bring  deffo  calmer than yesterday  give it   a five

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About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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