umm felt ok waking although not had much sleep as still thinking about life of pi and felt A ok and just lazing around mostly , I normally go and read to an elderly lady on a friday but still recovering from festivities not that i did all that much but really takes it out of me the run up to christmas .
I deciided to go to the hospital to have my dinner this seems a strange place to eat for mr ordinary but I am not ordinary and it is reasonnably priced as a young child I spent alot of time in the hospital so that s why I feel at home and dont go in to panic mode about being round medical things ,
Due to my aspergers I have a thing abo gouting to the same places and I like the hospital as always has a good selection of books both new and secondhand if I lived to be 110 would not read all my books in my flat bu t cant seem to keep away
I met a friend who had not seen for years I used to work with her in the hosi but at times felt she treated me like an idiot (which I am not ) as was fealing miffed at not getting a card for years from her for Christmas i know you do not give to recieve but don’t like it when all one way as you tend to crash
my mum told me the minute you dont send a card you see them so a bit weird andy how made arrangements to meet
I decided to watch the young victoria which had seen before but all a sudden had a meltdown as kept thinking of something which happened before christmas when mum rang me wanting to know were \i was as 6.00 and why was i out in the rain I kept repeating the same thoughts over and over “don’t panic if not in I am an adult and other such words when this happens i cant stop the thoughts and go quite hysterical and clench my teeth it took ages to calm down and eventually went to sleep which was a good thing as slept hardly at all last night but that was because in a good mood !! anyhow because of meltdown give it a 4