I had all intentions of going to Liverpool to get the last bargains of the festive period , and was really happy leaving my flat til got to the stop and no pass was to be found as the bus came round the corner and I waved it away I frantically searching through silly cards that we all carry round and went home although this put an end to my plans of going to liverpool
I got to Birkenhead and realised I had nothing to read this causes me GREAT UPSET AS i always have something to read even if its rubbish I must read or carry something to read so quickly got something relatively interesting but calm thoughts began to enter head .
I told them abouT MY PASS AND they told me would have a new one within a week to 10 days NOOOOOOOOO I THOUGHT THEY would give me one straight away seeing this is the age of technology why can’t i have one Now I had completely forgotten calm thoughts and was stomping but only in my head luckily I am really glad people cant see in side my head when I have thoughts like this as I w ould be locked up and the key be thrown a way.
I walked home or stomped kept trying to say will have it back next week , I must remember retelling the story at a mental health support group generally helped and managed to put a smile on peoples faces with my stories of calamity so I suppose not good but hey the exercise will do me good !!