#PARADISE LOST in scouse WHY #aspergers

ALWAYS BEEN A  READER BUT NOT READ  MUCH OF THE  deep heavy stuff  until  the last five  years  when I joined  a shared  reading group  were I discovered a love of reading  the deep stuff  the  deeper the better  as you tend  to get  a real sense of  accomplishment   when you  finish  something  big  especially  if you understood it  !!

I have  dabbled  in Shakespeare   the last five   years   and thoroughly enjoyed it so when the  opportunity  came to read  paradise  lost  in a  group setting I was made up  although must admit  at times felt it was hellish I always came home in a goodish  mood  but twice  I arrived  to  read the said play  and twice  two  weeks  running it was not on   I was beginning   to get ratty as having aspergers  means  I get annoyed over what  may be considered quite  small things  .  the 2nd time   the  group  was cancelled  I decided this was  sign not to  go as  don’t think  God likes   paradise lost  much  as it is Miltons  version of  events not his  .

I  began  to feel a meltdown come   on and jumped  about and  cursed  a lot (  I am very  good at his BUT  then I  put my duvet on well over my head   were I had  abrian wave  I like the big    things and  the bigger the  better  so decided   that   paradise lost is not   really   FOR THE   every day  person so lets  rewrite  in scouse      I realise  this  is a bit mad  but  I am mad well ish and  actually  like writing   stuff  especially  from old fashioned  twaddle  into   god language  s couse  ummm  feel a lot better  no    so  now to start  but  think will  have  a cuppa   first  alright la


About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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