frazzly 3 ahhh please listen to me

people are so annoying sometimes as  quite  simply  DO NOT LISTEN   to me   currently I am getimg so called  help   from an autistic   charity which is fine   but the  problem is     I dont  need  the kind of help they  want to give me  also    would  consider  myself a  free   spirit  and   need  to be  free !!

Social  services   in their   wisdom   decided  to give me 4hrs   support   in the   week  when all  i want is   2   as  i   can travel    were ever   i want  on the  bus  and i am a  mouthy git   so need to   have  people  who  have a personality  of a  slug  (should be nice to slugs)    but i just need   someone to pop  in    once a week   to make   sure    not  drowning  in my books  etc  !!

I  have  asked  them a month   ago  to reduce    the hrs as my life    is  to full  with   voluntary   work and  reading groups     that  i have  no time   free  which in turn is   getting me  Annoyed   think u have  gathered  that by  now !!

AS  well as  having aspergers   syndrome i am also a   brittle   diabetic so when  my  life is stressful  the blood sugar     go all  over   the place    generally   very high    and increase   my   chance of  going into  hosi   so would  it  not be    better  to reduce  the hrs  and my   health  would  improve  but  NO  all   I   GET IS  TRY  IT FOR   A BIT LONGER   !!!  UMMM  DONT  YOU THINK I KNOW MYself  VERY WELL   to know  what  is  best for  me  not   a   social  worker    who    has  just read  text books !!!

fealing a bit better  now  got   this  all  out to whoever  is  their listening    ( just be  grateful  that you  are not  writing  something   handwritten  ho hum    going for  read umm   just remember  to   breathe and read !!!!  (SORRY)


About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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