STRESSED #ASPIEMELT #ptsd

Been totally  crackers all day   over  wot in time    will appear    to be nothing   , well to put things   bluntly   don’t  really like  the    gadget   world    find  i   have to     concentrate  so   so hard    on     doing something   different makes  me   get   so hot and bothered    as    don’t really like the way   people  communicate   all the time    with  no let  up  although  don’t mind  now siting  quietly in the calm  of my flat !!!! prob  because  this is my  choice to write this!!!!

I  am never  to sure  what   effects  me more the ptsd  which has   not  been long  diagnosed   with the  same  pattern thoughts   racing   round  or  the  aspergers   were  don’t like  change  !!!  ummm  bit of  both prob!!

I got all upset    cause  basically  because    when i visited my mum   not so long  ago , she  asked me for help with the   computer and photos  she is photo MAD  i am not   I think  the  words are  more important though a picture  paints a   thousand   words  !!!

well basic-ally  SINCE  MY MUM  ASKED ME  for  help  have  been totally crackers   not been able  to get it out of my mind   and  words  going round   like  let  her  xxx    stc and   other   yukity things which i cant  seem  to stop   and screaming  DON’T ASK ME FOR HELP    never  buy a  gadget  again    going   round and  round    to understand   how this   feels repeat    ”  don’t  eat   baked beans  for  roughly 5  to b 6 hrs    NOW DO  UNDERSTAND HELL!!!!!!  MUST ADMIT HELPS SLIGHTLY  !!!!!  BIG  BREATH     ummmmm  tomorrows another day

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About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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One Response to STRESSED #ASPIEMELT #ptsd

  1. Aquashift says:

    Liked and following =) I have Aspergers, and write and VLOG about it.. If you get a chance check it out =)

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