my sleep patterns are all over the place at the mo never been good at arriving into the land of nod and then cant seem to get out of it !!!
I was awoken tou artday my my mum telling me she had already been to the hosi for hut for her scan on her neck talk abt feeling guilty …. well only for a few secs !!!!!
I go to waterstones for a book chat every Sunday and never went last week due to trip out to brothers but knew they were some where for a post Christmas new year meal just when you think it is all ready up it appears again !!
I must admit the lady looked bit surprised when turned ” I know you are not coming but sit down anyway ERRR I am coming thats why I am here !! soon the other 3 mates had turned up this was a bit of a shock as i thought we would be yapping about books first but hey ho off we go to Liverpool !!!
I was actually pleased to be making a quick get away s would not be upseting my diabetic condition to much and it gets upset Oh so easy !!!
I was not to sure where we were going but was relatively pleased it wasat everyone some french place in liverpool that everyone raves about BISTRO JACQUES sounds posh!! so was a bit worried about the cost as heard one mate was nt coming because of this issue but u only live once !!! (PANIC) actually it was very reasonable just over 10 quid for 3 courses don’t ask me wot the starter was have no idea NO it was not snails
I came home by self as like to go to certain shops on the way home even if it means me going in them every day as plays on my mind and got a fetish for books so keep picking more and more up though it would take me til the grand old age of 1498 to read them (slight exaggeration ) I would show a photo but not up to that level of blogging yet !!!!
ahhh nearly forget ptsd been really bad !!! with thoughts making me so dizzy as can’t find a library book i was going to bed and then bang where is it panic panic but at the mo relatively calm as got til 29 th to find it ummm better go then deep breaths