#ptsd stress ahhhhhhhhhhh

I have  been   having a    very  exciting    time  lately with a  trip down to   London with the reader org   a  fave  charity  of  mine  wHICH really helps me  and  loads  of others   by reading   together    but more of that on a later   date  maybe

I  WAS  WATCHING THE   NEWS LAST NIGHT   ON ITV  WERE THEY   WERE TALKING ABOUT ptsd AS  PER  USUAL IT  WAS SHOWING   A PERSON WHO SUFFERS FROM THIS   DEBILITATING   CONDITION FROM   BEING IN THE  ARMY BUT   THEIR ARE   OTHER  REASONS     FOR  HAVING  THIS  !!!

i HAVE  SUFFERED   VARIOUS   FORMS  OF  ABUSE   GROWING    UP AND  HAD  THOUGHT    GOT IT   OUT OF MY SYSTEM   TIL A   MUCH LATER    AN EVENT   SPARKED IT OFF  AGAIN   i WAS  YELLING  NOOOOOO  AT   SOME ONE LAYS  FOR   ME  TO BE IGNORED   AND THIS   EVENT ND   WHYPLAYS   AROUND  CONSTANTLY  IN MY MIND  WHY DID   THIS  HAPPEN  WHY   DON’T U LISTEN   TODAY  WAS  AN ULTRA  BAD  DAY   AS THE   THOUGHTS    WOULD  NOT LEAVE MY MIND   AS  SAID   BEFORE   WRITING  THIS   DOWN HELPS  BUT   PLEASE   REMEMBER ptsd  DOES  NOT   JUST OCCUR IN THE   ARMY  !!  TA     DEEP BREATHS

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About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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