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ERRR  STRESS   RULES MY LIFE   APART  FROM WHEN I AM CALM THAT IS   WHICH IS  VERY RARE  THESE  DAYS  (  DONT ASK Y   WRITING IN CAPITALS I JUST LIKE THEM )

i WOKE TODAY AND   BLOOD  I MUST  ADMIT  WAS  A  BIT ON THE  LOW  SIDE  CONSIDERING  IT  WAS 17 GOING  TOBE D SUPPOSED  TO  BE UNDER 7   HA INN YOUR DREAMS   IT  WAS   3  I DID   EAT BEFORE   GOING  TO  READ  TO MY ELDERLY PERSON  WELL  SHE DOES   NOT BELONG TO ME I JUST  GO  ONCE  A WEEK AND  READ    TO HER   WHICH I ENJOY IMMENSELY !!  AS IT  CALMS  ME DOWN A  CALM LOUISE   IS  A  HAPPY LOUISE HA !!!

i MUST  ADMIT  MY HEAD  WAS BANGING   QUITE A  BIT  AS  I LEFT  SHE HAD  GIVEN ME  FOOD   FOR MY FREEZER   MINE  BEING   FULL I  WALKED TO MY MUMS   WHERE   IT  WAS   GRACEFULLY  RECEIVED   I KEPT THINKING   GET SOMETHING  TO EAT    BUT  MY HEAD   WAS  SAYING NO INSULIN  SO BETTER  NOT   I PROCEEDED TO   RING THE   GOVERNMENT UP  (  THAT’S   ANOTHER   STORY   IT   WAS NT   DAVE    BY THE  WAY  )   WHICH  WAS NO IDEA  CONSIDERING   BLOOD SUGARS  BUT   I DID    , i ACTUALLY  DON’T THINK SHOULD  BE  WRITING THIS   NOW AS   MY BLOODS  FEEL AS  HIGH AS A KITE  !!! ( THE   BLOOD   DOES  CRAZY THINGS   U KNOW )

i CAME HOME   THINKING  JUST  NEED TO EAT  MY DAD HAD TO   RUN  AFTER   DOWN THE  ROAD  AS  HAD LEFT  MY BAG  WITH  KEY ETC  TO-GET IN ONCE IN MY  HUMBLE   ABODE   TOOK BLOOD  IT WAS  2  I THEN GORGED  AND GORGED   AND GORGED   U GET  THE PICTURE  AND NOW  I FEEL  EXTREMELY ILL  AND SICKLY    ERRR  ITS  THE   BLOOD U  KNOW NOT THE GUINNESS   HAPPY ST PADDY’S DAY  NOW  WHERE  THAT BLOOD SUGAR KIT !!!

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About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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