ahh went to bed bloods slightly low at 4 but had a few munchies slept okish after mind going over and over things i tried abit of tapping thing and must have worked as dropped off have no idea what time i woke grabbing for some chocs !!! i then slept til 9.30 ish flat in a bit of mess after going hysterical looking for mobile phone ahhhhh why do we need these things !!!! bang-bang throw everything all over the place then find it the relief ahhhh maybe they r ok after all do have slight uses very slight!!!
I was calm the whole time discussing books and papers and how they manipulate people really learn something new everyday !!!
my PTSD thoughts were beginning to go hysterical when i was saved my mum inviting me to dinner um ok although it is her and my family who r the cause mainly of the majority of mental distress !!!!! but that is another story !!
I was feeling calmer til mentioned my middle niece and her upcoming birthday and they are giving money this is something they always refuse to give me money have t o open something ahhhhhh doing head but suppose I am on a gadget and feel calmer ummm maybe not so bad after all and birthday is not til September any how so whats the point of going hysterical now ummm madness deep breaths tomorrow is another day