#ptsd #stressandstrain

I had  booked   to have my hair done  at the local   college  mainly because it  is cheap and  on the  whole cheerful , although the  girl today  was  lets    say a touch on the  quiet   side   although I  am aspergic . i would   say   i am relatively chatty but must admit this at  times  was off puting    i tried to  think she  was  concentrating !!

I mut  admit  i prefer  people  to  chat  a   bit  as it  stops  this ro continual chatter  inside    my head   it  can go  on for hrs and is very  difficult   to stop it  so   with the  hairdresser  being quiet the    awful   chatter   continued   if u have  ever been  with someone who doesn’t  shut up u know wot this is like  only this is continual 2166258o6327843877823  and yer   does not make  much sense

It is ptsd  with intruisve   thoughts   about   things that  have  happened   to trigger  off the  trauma  such  as  what t is   mainly  is  my parents   never understood   my need  to be  alone  due to aspergers  and  so  were   always    asking people  to stay longer  and   this  included a  friend  who  was  encouraged  to stay longer and longer   til  eventually  to cut   along   story short  i felt  something  snap in my  head   and have    never been the   same   since   oh well  at least   got   my hair co loured   red although i  am   bluenose !!!!

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About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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