hug sigh !!! groan !!! banging head against wall not literally you will be glad to hear but I have been getting more and more fed up waiting for help with PTSD constant chatter well its more than that more like yelling in head with thoughts going round and round think u have heard this before !!!
I decided to call back at my GP and tell them that still not heard anything about the holy grail EMDR treatment and at times life is yer livable and other times feel lets go on the ferry across the Mersey and not for pleasure !!!
The GP practice runs a shared thing so unless fussy can see anyone so i did only to be told their was no evidence of me being their roughly a month ago so once again the usual story of my word against theirs !!!!
The dr proceeded to write my concerns on a tiny piece of paper i had to stop myself from saying “don’t lose that ” but i faithfully handed it in desk people on leaving and waited to see what would happen
waiting is sometimes the hardest thing to do had they rung me and i had missed it or had i been put down as patient to be ignored thoughts running away with me but hey a few days later got a very apologetic phone call saying the providers of my emdr treatment were no longer running and they had done my referral again so HURRAY PARTY TIME (over reaction) so here i am playing the waiting game agin but what worries me what happens to the people who do not go back to the GP and ask what has happens to their refferal (worry worry ) hope fully light at end of tunnel should go and see if their is anything in post but not holding breath !!! huhhhh sigh