Been roughly a week since decided to learn invictus by heart , ha it has got me out of slight pickles but only by a millimeter and that better than nothing , think I need to recite it more when calm so automatically goes to my brain when frazzled
. My ptsd tends to strike when doing aimless things like walking the streets ( not that way ) as i have nothing much to focus on , as i am so used to traveling the routes my self so bang ( swear swear ) off i went now what is it something abt a night being black but does not seem to flow with the 2nd line think yer that’s it Black as the night that covers me nooooo its out of the night see its not as easy as it sounds but actually reciting the lines begins to calm me down as gets the obscene filthy thoughts.
Today i recited a bit before getting out of my pit of ahhh by Jove as the light nips through OUT OF THE NIGHT THAT COVERS ME
BLACK AS THE PIT FROM POLE TO POLE ( NOT SURE )
I THANK WHATEVER GODS MAYBE FOR MY UNCONQUERABLE SOUL yer that sounds right and think look what u have gone through and u sure will see it through to the end my ptsd thoughts began to strike when realized cld not find sandles to go with skirt and coffee slipped out of my hand leaving splurges but hey goes with the pattern and I am master of my fate went to the pub and yum lovely roast for a fiver FIGHT ON