I am slightly amused when told someone about #invictus and how t may help me with struggle with ptsd ( violins out ) and she said still dont get it but morgan freeman did that well if he can learn it by heart so can i does not own it does he must admit the name ring a bell but not getting an answer .
I have decided to move on two the second verse if u call it that , although not over keen on it as the bit throught out something circumstance i have not winced or cried aloud so when ever i come across t hat but get bit aggiated as not true but after much thought hey ho does it matter i am still here alot of times i think right no more of this let go off to the better place if theirs such a thing but i honestly dont pour my heart out to every living soul and and tend to do what most people do hi lou how r u oh i am fine and walk on by !!!
yesterday was an okish well it went bit wrong as it often does , not been able to find blood machine so just guessing my insulin dose not a good idea on long term but surviving i know when going wrong as the dreaded thirst appears and i go from place getting drinks for myself , i do not help , matters by saying a hh high as kite lets have cake from mates cafe although i think it is healthy cake if such a thing .
went to library book grp i had been under such stress with government stuff that had put the book n hold as culd not concentrate and the book is now wrecked but u r thinking she has harmed a library book but no it s my own n ot that is an excuse , alot of the time i am relatively chatty but sometime realise not on the same page as everyone else so to speak and maybe shld keep certain comments to my self but wether its part of aspergers find it hard to keep quiet when know people are not getting what trying to alot of time with certain social things i think to myself why bother i cant seem to do this polite conversation malarky and say what i think oh well i am the master of my fate not me and i have to live with me all the time and other people only have to put up with me hr or so !!!
Decided to go to local theatre not far away not sure who else going just go on the off chance it was a comedy version of macbeth so thought yer have u ever heard of such a thing so off i went i have lived in Birkenhead all my life so how i got slightly lost is beyond me but the rds do look kind of the same and approached theatre and it was all shuttered off , how dare they not open it up but i looked at various paper things and hey Macbeth comedy version was last week alot of the time this happens things go wrong and i tense up and shoulders go in ward kinda mumbled along out of the night that covers me always want to say black still and even bits of second verse i have not winced or cried aloud no big deal go to asda and it is quiet and will pick up bargains galore hey ho must do this again , maybe not for along time something going wrong and came home must admit kicked oof a bit mainly for life of me cld not remember if taken nightmare insulin sl took a gamble and took it again I am the master of my fate after all