I like most of us admit to not having much of a voice but have heard on countless times how good it is for your health . i adore singing and like most kids pretended to be some sort of star singing into hairbrushs, this dream ended for me at a singing contest at school were everyone in the class had to sing in a competition , to be told by a teacher that i had to mind spoilt talk about souring the medicine with a spoonful of sugar !
Awhile back a couple of my friends i had met in a reading grp set up a grp to sing in local homes for people with alezimers every one can sing i had been told , ummm but its one thing i can do i can let myself go and mange to get people forget their problems and worries abt the gas bill, and dance i would never win strictly but a bit like Ann widdicome and Edd Balls very entertaining !!!
I sang and danced for a while til it was all becoming a bit to frequent for me and being on public transport getting around the Wirral is relatively difficult , actually easier for me to get over the river to Liverpool to travel from one side of peninsula to the other !!
I have to be careful how much interaction I have with people as too much and i explode which i did do as going to homes were people were really ill was to upsetting especially when i was honest and pleaded with the grp not to go anywhere upsetting so one day i was jdbv\dskjvbsvn on the phone and singing grp was no more !!
This led to me singing at home in my flat funny how had no proper neighbour for nearly a year now . not so long ago a singing cafe opened its doors in a church the posh side of wirral, and was a roaring success drinks cakes 50p and a sing along what more cld u ask for err bit easier for me to get to !! without getting up at the crack of door .
So with great Joy heard singing cafe was opening my side of the Wirral and so although had bad hypo in the night good excuse to eat choc off i went must admit nearly did not go as wanted to know what the football score was last night but 0_0 against lfc and mufc suited myself a blue nose evertonian fine so off i went and enjoyed myself singing oldy worldy songs and even a little dance with no sign of evil ptsd entering my head , felt in such a good got an expensive coffee on way home
Autumn is beginning to make it self felt but this did not dampen my spirits and kept repeating my invictus \OUT OF THE NIGHT THAT COVERS ME BLACK AS THE PIT FROM POLE TO POLE yer maybe this was turning point but no good mood did not last much longer as cld not find my charger for phone right will have to get new one djfnjskddsd,n words came into head and then found out the bins were full of the wrong stuff , i live over a shop and they just don’t get the art of papers in one bin and other rubbish other one simples found my charger so all well ,
I am the master of my fate I am the captain of my soul