I have had 6 year old niece staying this week , one of those things tend to look forward to her coming but after a bit think ” how much longer are you staying starts off ok but then its the smallthings such as
yesterday had seen in the local paper hunt for cuddly animals in port sunlight ( where they make sunlight soap so we decided this wld be an okish idea and so it was although sadly some of cuddly knitted animals been stolen and left with just a photo so not quite the same thing . we could not find the hedgehog and was getting more agiated and yes people are sneaky enough to hide them in garden centres so yes u go in for a cup o r three !! mum says would not think so devious but oh yey
Luckily the other parents /etc minders were helpful but we were extremely weary by the time ended up at the gallery looking for ladybirds ( found a real one on the way) but it was a successful day on the whole and a good idea or so i thought til moans from my mum about how tiring it was and next time she wld stay in yer thats fine but seeing how dont drive this wold be really difficult thing to do !!1
Getting bit agiated with how everyone moaning about it so was decided that the next day we would go to picture yer cool>.
AFter some deliberation we went to see trolls as that had got the thumbs up from other film goers so off mum and me trundled my mum still shattered , warning signs were going off as Eva kept saying ohh scary but we went to Birkenhead !! although got a shock saying it was 3d but went ahead may have been a mistake (again small things as did not like wearing the glasses and numerous times had to pick them up and she did not seem to get had to wear the glasses to be 3d !! ahhhhh groan
toilet trip and hands over head saying wanted to go home so we did i suppose i cld have stayed til the end but that when PTSD erupted ” right come again in 10 years sabacbnnberuptions fireworks letting off although mum kept saying well we saw most of it did not matter and yes still in mood abt it hours later , as it has taken a grip on my head and wont let go i think head goes into fight flight form and can’t let go although kept saying she is only 6 , then to cap it all cld not get the new tv on it is very complicated ahhhhhh the small things all add up i will laugh abt this in the year 20 20 this is going to be so funny to read back in years to come !!!
Bloods are high due to stress but instead of giving more insulin ate more NOOOOOO good side bad side huh deep breaths and write that s y doing this in a frenzy can anyone tell in ba d mood huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I am the captain of my soul I am the master of my fate !!!! hey ho