hell spells not been writing much as to stressed which i suppose is not the thing to do just wrote aload of stuff and pressed the wrong buttons and all disappeared !! ahhhhh been in fuming mood as got result from pip (extra money but not being u get not much if disabled which has been cut not much but enough but worried as have to go back again in 18 months i am hopeing my ptsd may have been seen by then ha as been waiting 2 years but really my autism is not going to go away is it and my diabetes has always been eretic wld be lovely if all my problems would dispapear but they are not with a will and a prayer i am not a disney film .
I do still say invictus when i woke and before sleep maybe shld say it more inday got the 2 verses i think
out of night that covers me
black as the pit from pole to pole
I thank what gods that may be for my unconquerable soul
In the depth clutch of circumstance I have not winced or cried aloud
My head is bloody but unbowed yey errr the yey is not init just incase wondering so time to venture me thinks it the 3rd bit only 4 verses do not worry it is not paradise lost i am learning
umm something abt wrath and tears can’t get it quick cheat !!! (only human and am stressed beyond this place of wrath and tears ( yer i am prob mr angry wife cousin auntie wot ever must admit don’t cry much
Looms the horror of the shade umm difficult to get that horror of the shade in my experience !!! i am sometimes not in mental pain and love it and get over excited as think problems have gone but really just having a respite .
so perhaps I know where i am ranting and raving but there is a way out . the last 2 lines of this are heavy so am going to leave u in the shade wondering if coming back,
I must admit slightly calmer and going to continue with my battles and to make governments people see how much u put into something when u have a disability ui can’t see !!!
onward and upwards er no
I am the master of my fate i am the captain of my soul