umm gettimg a   bit mixed   up with the  middle   verse  of  Invictus   actually   dont think   their  is   middle one  as   4  bits  oh well lets   say the  3rd  on !!!  shamefully   i sometimes    put my own words   in and think it sounds ok  !!!

I am still in awe   at  how  felt  much better   repeating it  to myself in resus   in local hosi   but hey  ho the    3rd    bit   whats  the  problem !!!

beyond this place of   wrath and tears  LOOMS  the  horror  of the  shade    ahhhhh  but  i don’t say   LOOMs (nice sounding word  that LOOMS  I keep saying  lies    annoying   but  u must admit   goes  i will have   to put a  vision of  some sort of knitting   thing  in my  head  LOOMS

and  yet  (forget  that bit ) the menace of the  years  finds  and  shall  find me    (confusing)  unafraid   now this  is total  confusing   all this   finding palova   although i do  like it  despite all  been  through  i am still  here   bouncing   about    makes  me sound like tigger  which i definitely  am not like at the  mo  !!!

I  have to remember   this  time  last year   Invictus   was not  my soul mate  in life   we had not   even met    well  for a   few mins and would not have  met it   if was  not for the  reader org  inviting  me to  LONDON  TO  read it   and  so come along   way with it  really

Coming out of  hosi i had not  consumed  coffee  for over a   week so   decided  to continue with this   health  regime so   GOD only   knows   why to day  i decided  to have a coffee   ahhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the pain and feel  yukity  yuk   no more      NO MORE  FOR I  am the  master of my  fate    I am the   captain  of my soul


About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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