well today was the day going back to the hosi to see y been coughing up blood starting with a endscopy thingy , i had it done in hosi the other week and not to worried as remember nothing about all i remmber was in such a state and saying “i have aspergers dont like touchy feeling things and a dr no worries we will give u more dose yey !!
I was slightly worried about the rules which like to follow such as no eating or drinking for 5 hrs before thinking i often wake up wanting a drink or what if my blood goes low ( kept saying i am the master of my fate captain of my soul ) i will be fine but saying fine words does not cure all as i did indeed go hypo in the night but just layin bed thinking best not eat !!!
I went to the hosi feeling fine and whilst talking things through found out blood still 2 so was rushed off with sugary drink being rubbed into gum and trying desperately for a vein til all was well and taken for the procedure well not like the last time it hurt like hell so have no idea how the woman next to me tried it wiht no sedation (well she never saw it through best to be a cowatd and take all pain relief .
As a brittle diabetic i knew what was coming next my blood sugar went sky high at 20 but no worries kept saying ” i am like this all the time honest no worries ummmm eventually they believed me and went to see the result was well they said never heard of it before ACUTE ESOPHAGEAL NECROSIS syndrome ummm bit of a mouthful but basically quite rare haha like rare things got a tube in me that should not be their also but hey that’s another story
Basically my esophagus went black and at great risk of doing so again been given strong tablets and have to try to keep to alkaline diet so noacid type foods like coffee pop citric fruits umm time will tell bit worried when said could flare up again but hey ho at least know what it is and used to following diet diabetic since 13 and not kidding the thought of coffee makes me want to puke
I suppose my fate is in my hands for I am the master of my fate I am the captain of my soul so to speak best behave or blood will start spurting out of mouth !!!!! yuk