I am writing this feeling yuk what new just harrassed with the little things again whats new the ptsd thoughts in head been bad lately but i suppose christmas is stressful for the universe
I have had no blood tests strips for the last few days as when i went to pick them up from the chemist they had not received the request leading to the chemist to say can u go and complain to the drs i quite like complaining but only when off my own bat so to speak not me saying in a mouse like voice “The chemist has not got my prescription and keeps on happening really sorry and no i wont die without blood but pleas e do it on time
yer come back in another 48 hrs and all will be well er yes i said feebly although i cna survive but really not a good idea at guessing what insulin levels are and what to give hence at the moment i feel high as a kite this is not as good as it sounds more like a sickness feeling but yes i am the master of my fate and captain of my soul and i should really put prescriptions and no lou u r not helping with christmas which is 3 weeks away roughly putting prescription in early cos not allowed it til set day err ok message understood DONT SHOOT THE Messenger .
only heard by accident about my youngest nieces Nativity play on late monday they live in llan ffestiniog in Wales and we are in Birkenhead so not a case of just warbling down the road , i am not normally good with things out of the blue but my dad had gone out to get petrol and yey he said would give up his gym so off we went to Wales ( not joking don’t remember it this mild for seasons and we got their with time to spare
yey and I felt okish til time to go when i suggested we go early to get a seat in village hall OH no need but their was so luckily i put things in my own hands and galloped down the hill to get the last seats in the show although no thanks was given !!!! apart from when my mum and dad looked mightily relived i had saved seats .
The school did a traditional school nativity u know the one with mary and Joseph so being in Welsh did not really make much difference to me and the sprinkling of english and finished off with the touching story of the shoe boxes which again a story u can understand in any language !!! and something to think about as u run round the shop the average kid gets 18 presents but in other countries like Romania they get just one ummm the real spirt of christmas its not the presents but the presence oh well enough do gooding a trip home and all well nothing beats kids dressed up in te towels shouting out lines or forgetting them real spirit of christmas so feeling stressed at times and knowing i have got my blood testing strips but hey ho after the drama of getting them i have left them behind in my flat well hope i have once i left my insulin behind on a park bench as stopped for a rest ahhhhh the relief of getting it back was unbelievable hey oh its the small things and BEyound the wrath and tears lies the horror of the shade really hope i have left them at flat oh well will find out tomorrow !!!!!n yey to-morrow is another a day and have to keep thinking of opening line of invictus out of the night that covers me !!!!!
haha notice how often used wor d perscription but my blog my thougths !!!! i am the master of my own blog umm