ahhhh shattered after all the coming and going but got through it another christmas not without the dramas though as a mate said to me “do u have a drama everyday ” er no not quite just seems like it .
I am never very good at the run up to christmas as so much going on were as i am the type of person who likes 1 social occasion a week/ not every day and starts me on my rant well cant u celebrate after Jesus is born not before and cant we meet up in 2017 but still as my mum says “well would make more sense but thats what people do !!
3 days before christmas mum was sorting out the dates of things in the fridge i am the annoying person who goes shopping at the time the yellow stickers are coming out not kidding u save a fortune but mum did something to her back and was hobbling abt but all will be well few days to go and life goes on for u are the master of my fate or i am the master of my soul and life goes on so went off carol singing at old people’s homes this not really a christian thing to as my voice is not good but as people say it’s the taking part that counts does not matter if can’t sing , so did good dead of year and was in such good mood went community singing which caused more mayhem with a drunken friend saying things he shouldn’t , don’t think it is a good idea to get all aggro or cause more or a scene so instead of telling him off decided to get him count to 1o before speaking or in cASE 10000000 and yey all went off well in the end and came home in a brill mood i often think doing something for someone else forgets your own trouble not being a do gooder just stating a fact .
On christmas eve , eve i had an appointment at the cardio place as got some strange osephogeus thing not the thing u really want to do but was deeply shocked to see my mum in agony and not seeming to talk properly , i kept thinking looks like stroke but at the same time kept saying opening line of invictus ” out of the night that covers me ” in other words will be ok so dad drove us to the hosi were things not looking good i went my heart scan causing mayhem as never very good what is right/ left so was a totally mixed up with all left right businss
was thinking right no christmas and will just eat bits / bobs on christmas but mum seemed bit brighter and deffo not a stroke and seemed to be moving leg quite abit so kept saying u don’t break a bone looking in the fridge so more likely to be sciatica thingy
I began to feel bit better as sat their at times reading abit and occasionly reciting Invictus comes in handy not kidding , i knew my mum was feeling loads better as was woorying not sent card ot hairdressers ( r they really going to be bothered ) and noway was she going to get their so i gallently offered and had half of my locks cut off with hairdresser saying “cant put it back” ooooh dont say
I panicked abit coming home as no sign of parents but key went in lock with mum on crutches just some back problem dont meen that lightly just could be alot worse
onward and upward the 3rd verse of invictus came in handy today beyound this place of wrath and tears lies the horror of the shade were the menace of the years shall find me and find me unafraid something like that !!!!!! phewww