new year tidy up clutterbug

I have always been a  clutter bug   well more  than that   more a clutter  monster    when ever   a  new magazine comes out in  a series   i tend to get  the   first one and   continues    even if got no   interest in the  subject,  i am always worried   that will  run out of things  to do and  have   nightmare although don’t   continue in the  night about   siting   in my flat  bored witless  although i  suppose could  do some meditating !!

A few years  ago my mum got me  a kindle thinking  all  my books  would be downloaded  onto it and  hey presto   loads more room fal but   that  does  not seem  to have happened   not one  incy   bincy  bit   in fact  found  my kindle     the other  week and   need to renew  my bank  details and also   read the  manuals   on how the  thing  is  to be used !!

A friend   says  u  are   just  giving  yourself  comfort  but  their   is a limit to  how much comfort   u can have from a    so-called  blanket  before  it  chokes u so  have to decided  to have a massive  clear out    of my books   cos   as my dad  says   if u live  to  be  11o   can’t reaD THEm all    but   keep  reading  !!! ha    about   sometime   u have to   get  rid to move  forward  !!

christmas   and new year  is upon   us  i have put money away  to go to theatre  productions  even if next may  not bothered , all  i want is  peace  of mind   and to be  able to switch off  and relax  met someone   the other day   who was   talking   abt   christmas  and  some  table-cloth  that   was  not ironed  and  looked   wrinkly and by the end  was  covered    in spodges !!! but to me the  wrinkles and  splodges   show  u have lived  my life  is   full of   strain and  shows  with  my various  health probs  but   would  hate  to  finish a    christmas  celebratory meal   with  nothing  on   it !!!!

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About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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