As stated on a previous post I am not a big fan of new year and only 5 days on and things not going to well but hey ho early days yet .
I am not good with crowds and have nothing against kids but can’t wait til things quiet down and they go back to school as then i know things are really back to normal i am normally on the look out for a bargain but have decided to have massive clearout so went round sales going ” do i really need that ”
I came home in okish although the ptsd struck at various times that is the worst think about it there is no trigger points it just explodes for no reason, as they say u never know what is round the corner i am never that worried when see hosi appointment letter as always someone wants my services but must admit as a bit shocked to say the least when it said that their was something very unusual with the heart scan before christmas apparently their is a strange object in the right atrium of my heart !!!! wot u say actually my reaction was a lot stronger errr what do they mean an object have i swallowed a marble without knowing abt it .
I must admit having a few twinges but thought that was to do with oespegous drama before christmas actually all in all not to worried just glad we have all these techniques to find out what is wrong and as keep saying to self can’t be that strange if they are leaving me for a month to go for just found out today a toe examination nothing to do with toes oh well
I am the master of my fate and the captain of my soul ( invictus) just don’t wish me a healthy new year !!