I saw that the story of Amedus motzart fella was coming to local cinemas been yeons since seen the movie and could not remember much abt it besides the rock me song whcih is not the great man
I have actually visited his boy hood home in Salzburg not that i went to visit him more because i liked the sound of music !! sos theirs my street cred out down the grid and would not visited his home at all if not for mum and her mate insisting onit !!
I had told my mum for yeons this was going to be on late so to have a a nap but did she have a anp no she did not !!! and yes !!! u have guessed the plot she began to doze off although admittedly took while to get into it !!
This was were ptsd went mad and could not concentrate thinking mum should not have visited her friend as could have done any old week why have to go today !!! blah blah actually nudged at her one point ” u might as well go home !!!
My ptsd began to calm down although the worries of not being able to find diabetic stuff was at back at mind (that’s another story .
I have had a mild fascination as he is known to be on the autism spectrum and nudged mum at one point and said he is like me umm yes ranting and raving and talking goobbly gook ( charming as ever )
music never changes and neither really does the dialogue of films theatre wotever but i myself does and so do people i was more obsessed with Amedues and his autistic tendencies but last night more intrigued with the relationship of SALERI and AMadeus as found him fascinating strange not evil with what he did just consumed with jealousy and unlike cant have too much talent inone place not like tv which is overrun with singing / talent contests but at the same time imagine what else would have composed if he had been co operative instead of competing
We meet people like Saleri in life ( oh yes we do perhaps not going as far as him but in the s supermarket were people zoom to at till when it opens not caring who they c trample on their way to pay for groceries
At a buffet when someone takes a huge plate of food not caring of the many people who are waiting in the q behind !!! think just need to feed their ever-growing egos
T he biggest flaw was the green eyed monster which i think hides somewhere in all of us and as the emperor said THERE it is then