wow !! bit of me really pleased that have finally convinced the powers that b that i have ptsd as well as being on autistic spectrum amongst brian hemorrhage brittle diabetic but no more violin playing as pointed out u can have a variety of conditions clamoring up yr brian space not just one !!!
I feel I have got myself a small victory that they are going to help me hopefully get rid of the ptsd , i actually have no desire even if offered to me to get rid of aspergers that is what makes me me !!! so to speak and would be petrified my ,love of reading and words would disappear !!! may be my grammer would improve though!!!!!!!
I was told that i would be seen for my following app at a businss type park by woodside ( famous song ferry across the Mersey) blurb which is a bit awkward to get to but still transport not good at mo ( another story I digress ) i am nearly always early for appointments a popular trait of being aspergic can count on one hand occasions I am late !!!!! so mooched around and was made up to get some scouse in a local cafe yum it was slightly embarrassing to meet the ptsd man but just laughed “i am always early ” !!!
I am getting to the twist in the story with time to spare went to the office for app to be told by receptionist that was an hr early for app but could wait er no my appointment is 1.00 showing mobile no its not argue numerous phone calls sighing i told them i would go for a wonder and be back later so did this !!!
I have never been good with mobile losing them not turning them on u name it so came to no surprise to learn that they had been trying to get in touch with me but was a bit horrified to find he had been running around allover the place trying to grab hold of me (not literally) to tell me that their had been a mix up as WAIT FOR IT their was another person with same name of me coming to appointment one lou j at 1 which was me and another at 2 so they had sent me aw ay umm ok mistakes do happen and Jones is a popular name please dont say common!!!!
I think he was quite pleased that I did not go full blown hysterical oh hum we are all human but when i relayed this story to my Parents asked ” dont u think if u have a popular surname like jones u should have called me Thumbelina , the reply was firm NO way u seem to have enough trouble with the name Louise !! ho hum
only few days wait for next app though and after waiting years for help few more days not going to make much more difference !!