That I reckon is the number one wish in the world to be happy used to annoy me a bit as kid when a story ended with THEY ALL LIVED HAPPY EVER AFTER bit mushy and at the time i did not know what was before me in life so not so big ask I thought !!!
Today it is what i want more than anything and i reckon also 6.7 billion that live on the earth want but y is it so difficult . I am an avid reader and yeons ago decided to give up on self help books as someone mentioned to me why is their so many if it worked their would be only one !!!! true but people still go searching ! for the holy grail so to speak.
I can’t be bothered to look at amazon but reckon their be a fair amount of books on self help or how to be happy !!!
MY mum has been researching the family tree and ask now and then has she come across any murderers or such like and i am having this life of because of misdeamoners of past relatives !!! I have even in the distant past wondered if i was possessed with evil spirits and went to church praying for deliverance but to no avail !!!
I have been aspergic since birth so used to it although it does cause various problems but talking to a trauma specialist who in the end cld not help me says it is our way back ancestors who are to blame as the caveman lived in tense times and the brain if suffered from severe trauma cannot tell the difference between a truly awful traumatic experience and something like slept through the alarm !! so that thing that lies between the ears has alot to answer for!!! but we live in hope and have decided the thing to do is keep brain busy without tasks and thinking things that’s why kinda learnt Invictus so yet again live in hope , I am the master of my fate I am the captain of my soul or is it the other way round Nahhhh right first time around but like being a contestant on tv programme perhaps do not search to far for happiness just be !!!! harder than what u think ummm
someone said once “all miseries derive from not being able to sit quietly in a room well that is my dream with no horrific thoughts n head and just be happy
Out of the night that covers me black as the pit from pole to pole perhaps one day