I have just wondered if i will ever be happy for the whole 24hrs that i am awake for that would be a massive achievement with my head whirling round and round with aspie pure ocd and ptsd thoughts
I have been going through the fIrst part of Invictus
Out of the night that covers me black as the pit from pole to pole I thank what ever Gods may be for my unconquerable soul ummm I still see the unconquerable soul bit as yer I am still here miracles of miracles although often hope and hope that I wont be around for much longer on average a few hrs of felling relaxed and happy is no way to live for the rest of my life !!!
I am always trying to live in the moment which is as difficult for me and more chance of being Wimbledon ( so funny if u have ever seen me hit a ball
I came across this the other day by whoever ha
Enjoy this moment It wont last
The future will soon be the past
the day quickly becomes the night
fill each moment with delight .
I fill your days with delight
find joy in all you do
the options are limitless the choice is up to you
their is more but will leave it their as that is enough to be thinking of yer it is true the day passes quick and it is amazing to think we more that half way through the year but because of my head probs I am most of the time in the past although we can’t change it so what is the point ummm
I would be made up if spent more that a few hrs in a happy state so to fill each moment with delight wow !!!! be knackering if nothing else
I like this kind of poem but not one to memorize and think most days like Invictus as does not really apply to me their is no sign of coming out of darkness and not much to cling on to but their is one line I really like
The choice is up to you yer bit like Invictus I am the master of my fate I am the captain of soul yep it is you doing the steering