i have various mental health problems and type 1 diabetic and my mum has addisons disease and nan thyroid probs but various mental health things abt my cousins son has aspergers and one of my cousins i bi polar
One of the main questions i get asked is anyone in the family like you ” errr no i am me their is only one of me and thats the way it is alot of problems come from life events not the fact got this list !!! they are at present looking at adhd although at first was deeply shocked and saying “no -way I have read up about it and it seems to be different between the sexes i am more of the mind going millions of mile an gr and just cant organise self never really finish anything and one my main things getting over excited whilst talking and interrupting people as cant wait to tell people this is all completely different from when i was a kid and very rarely opened my mouth outside my home !!!
I am wondering does my brain change or do life events again change , my life changed for the better once meeting the reader org developed tons of confidence and cld put my fetish of reading to good use !!!
People will often say ” you dont come as across as aaspergic or just recently adhd but i know I am maybe not the way media likes to portray people with these health probs such as maths genius and very quiet , i am neither or if adhd running around like a maniac and never still . Another one is ocd which also have but is only really shown as someone putting things in straight lines my pure one is more distressing as same intrusive thoughts rush round so cant concentrate on what should be doing !!
Awhile back it was thought in time be able to find the autism gene and it may not be around no more , I know their is different variations of autism but on the whole think we would be missed if we were not around no more as we do have something to thing ( think things differently very reliable ) but on the whole it is a battle each day some days think winning the war and other not but found it very distessing may not be around in times to come . I believe you are born with the vast majority of brain probs i had a massive brain hemmorage so maybe it is to do with that but anyhow i have always had it so even if someone said ” right would you like us to get rid of it “” their are sides I would say yer get rid of this bit of it but not that bit reckon not allowed to be that picky !!!
I can see the importance of looking into genetic help for something like CF or some people who have the so called breast cancer gene but it so difficult to find have heard somewhere or other that it is like going to a massive library and being told that in one of the books their is a word miss pelt and you have to find it wow gives me a headache just thinking about it so think be careful what genes we are searching for !!! I often think what life would be like without these so called syndromes and life would be easier but often think i would miss it as am never bored well hardly ever !!!!! and ideas non stop although perhaps they are a bit bizarre such as rewriting Shakespeare into scouse but soon bit fed up !!!!
I suppose we all have good and bad elements but if you find the right thing then you shine like crystal and the light comes through .
fight on or I am the master of my fate I am the captain of my soul