not blogged for an age but what a difference a week makes !!!! and just been tired and i blog cos i like it no other reason calms my head down !! but still have things taken an upside today b ut realise this not making sense so lets start at the very beginning a very good place to start
Last weekend my dad went to Goodison park as he does so for the last 70 years as my granddad took him first off and dad had been moaning more than usual that he was not going to renew his season ticket as got no faith in the current manager big sam and he finds it so tiring getting to the match on public transport !
The Sunday passed without incident myself at usual book group at water stones but coming to parents home my dad was extremely pale and making weird groaning sounds from the bathroom i know alot about hospitals and when u shld get definite help but despite being saying get an ambulance ” no its fine he eventually got a taxi up with me saying relatively loud ” make sure go to a/e so was surprised as anything when hey returned from the hosi having been sent home from out of hrs AHHHHH u dont go there when yelling with pain not much more happened although i was convinced they should go back but what do i know someone who spent a large portion of life in hosi (nought) so he was back home in pretty much the same position
I was wondering wether i shld stay at home instead of helping run the play reading grp but got a text off mate who runs it with me telling me her dad was in a chair and fell backwards and broke his femur !!!! so decided best to go as really can’t have both of u gone walkabout so off i dawdled i am not at the best at organising refreshments for people it just panics me organising things remembering just the little things and to top it all was 3 new members ahhh don’t mind new people but prefer then coming as individuals and know something abt me so dont have to explain y i react to things the way i do .
As a whole the grp gets on very well but lets just say the vast majority are on the eccentric side of life which suits me fine !!! (obviouslY) but not so good when get a person who is not used to a member of the grp saying ” I know a song that fits this Shakespeare play and sings a quick ditty of a folk song which actually did fit he story of Pericles but perhaps not everyone’s cup of tea with worries of my head i just took the grp shld be lucky was their at all oh well !!! deep breaths all will be well waiting for bus feeling incredibly stressed but took deep breath ( again) and repeated Out of the night that covers me black as the pit from pole to pole I than whatever God may be for my unconquerable soul or in other words I will get through this yep i will !!
my dad was still not himself and ignored my advice of going back to hosi (surprise surprise ) and just to add my ever growing list of probs my fingers began to bend over and not able to move let me tell u it is weird i have been having trouble with hands for a while with funny little bumps growing on hand i had shown my hands to someone in diabetic clinic were got told it is very common in diabetics and is something to do with the viking s ahhh so well I do seem to collect unusual ailments that’s why it takes me so long to write something now and dont like to type or to long oh well I am the master of my fate I am the captain of my soul o r tomorrows another day ha deep breaths !!!