As  said  not a wld not  come top of the  class   in  following  Jesus    and  his good   ways but on the other hand pretty  sure wld not be  thrown  in the wasteland  as do  kinda believe   lets  just  say  don’t like going over the same  story over and over , i am quite sure  he would   be  quite  understanding  as  the main plus   points of jesus   is  who he keeps    company  with   !!!  although  not to sure on  God ,

Yesterday   youngest  niece    came with   brother  as going  to  Goodison park yer  it was not  good    and  i rushed  to town to  get   Easter  stuff  only to come  home to be   told   going  to bananas a kids  play area  i wld have thought grown out of it but  apparently  not i  like   it  really as    does  not need  to  be kept   an eye on   leaving  me o read in  peace  although  the odd  yell of he hit   me    often  yells out  , also   we can take  turns  going   round the  few  shops in Birkenhead  !

home for   Jenga  were   of course  lou was  the    champion  but  took it  in good   spirits    although  maybe not singing   ” I am the  champion  .

I had been    really good    with my diabetes  testing 4/5  times a day the blood  and not only  that  writing it  down in diabetic   diary  not  done  that  for   donkeys   years   but   of  course  spanner  approaches  in good  works as  my blood machine   gone   wrong  and keeps  coming up  e9 your  guess is good  as mind  so   gone  back to  guessing  what dose  to give  so not to bad !!!  although  a lot   that   goes on with being   diabetic is  hidden and  this may be   why  get   all  this  throbbing  pain in fingers or bending  funny or  could   just  be    viking   hand  that   sounds  a whole   lot cooler !!

EASTER  day  for   awhile hunting  for  assortment of eggs left  behind  by the  Easter   bunny   never heard of  such a thing  when i was   kid  just got  choc egg   and  when   became   diabetic   got   money which was  better !!!

when Erin  who is 18  was little and   daisy  her sister  remember   them staying  and remarking  that the  Easter   bunny  was  coming  and leaving a  trail of  eggs to   follow  er  news  to me and  a mad panic   of  plonking   eggs all   over the  place !!!

ho hum such is life .

I was expecting  Eva  to stay  a few days   and all  sort of plans  with  yet more    EASTER hunts and  craft  days   but  no we  heard  the  Easter  weather  forecast so quick  diversion to  riverside  park which  has been  made out of old  rubbish site  at   bank of Mersey ,  a few   walking  races   that  all  fit for  these  days  and  a version of    bake-off with meringue    strawberries  and  cream   leave to that   to imagination !

On the  wirral  the last  few days  been  a staging  of the passion play with  the  last  supper    trial and    death  in a tomb at  Birkenhead   priory and   then a live  a gain  party  at  Birkenhead park so will leave   you with a   verse  abt   jesus  picked  up on my travels  .

Once there   was a baby

born in a manger , conceived  by a lady

without any  danger

visited by    3 kings   they followed the  star

gifted   by 3 kings   because    he was the  star

Once  there  was  baby  who   grew  up as a changer

conceived    by a  young lady to  be in danger

ummm only time   will tell  just wondering  what  happens   to all the   not sold    Easter eggs   used to be  able   to get loads of  cheap eggs  but   now they  just  disappear not

sure   why i am   bothered    being  diabetic   temptation  be   death of me    ummm  but i am the  captain of my soul  I am the   captain of my fate !!!


About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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