clear up shock horror

I have been  meaning to   clear up flat for  yeons  but never got round to it    and it  is  over flowing  with books  or shld say was   i have been looking round for   various  flats mainly cos have to  go up and  like a massive  fire  escape   and    their i s no  lighting  i   when go down the   entry  so just  get in   b y the light of the moon !!

I have  been   mainly    living at parents    whilst   halfheartedly    looking for  new place    til last  week  a  friend  of  a friend  (   you know the  thing )   claimed   to know      of someone   that  cld help with problem of books   books  and  more  books  and  clutter  and me   trying  to clear    up   by one piece of  paper   at a time!!  so not good    time wise  especially as love to procrastinate   that is   one of the   big sign of   ahdhd !!!!! so yep  gold star in that !!!

so last week the  said  people   George and  his mate offered to  clear up stuff  on  Thursday  and  deal with   furniture  on Friday    cool   quickly     pointed  to what  wanted   to keep  but dont think  listening  as  when  called   round  late   last night   ahhhhhhhhhhhhh so much gone  which  was  to put it mildly although  very upset   ( putting it mildy  but  must admit  had to much clutter  and  furniture    falling  apart and will  be  easier to  move  so although had  a it of a hissy fit    am still thinking   yep  this  maybe  for the best  although  thinking   it may be harder  than think to find  a flat

waking  up today just  sort  of thinking    baby steps  baby steps  please  and   of  course   my  Invictus  I am the  master of my fate  I am the   captain of my soul



About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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