Dragons dreams and witches

I used to day dream or  just  plain visualise   Witches  alot as a child   scaring  myself  silly,  I used to have orange  type   curtains  which were  relatively  light in colour  and  cld  make  shapes of witches through them  and  i think  my ocd  kind of  started  in a  very  simple way that i had  to jump under my covers  within a certain number of   seconds or they  wld attack me

I always   got   to   safely  in time   but   even writing  about  it  decades  later   sends  a  shiver  down  my back and  don’t want   them coming back.

A friend  lived    a few   roads   away  we  used  to play  knock  on the  witches  door  if u dare   and run away  it was  so  scary  looking  back the poor lady was  prob just a  bit eccentric and bedraggled   riding  a clamped out   bicycle  again no crime   (  feel  ever so  guilty now but  to   get  back  home  i either  had to pass the haunted  field or  the   witches  house  either  was petrified  ail though  their   was nothing   scary  really abt the field   it has  since had flats   been  built on ad i bet  none   of  the residents  had   any idea how the  local kids   used to scare  them selves     silly/stupid  over it !!

 

been dreaming  quite   abit about   dragons  not sure   why they  are  not scary   it   is  really just  strange that i am  at odd moments thinking abstractedly about  them

in   a poetic   dream like   way

Poetry  is like   waking   up from a fantasy  dream as

sometimes  you   don’t remember   your dragons  as   maybe

they  were  killed in your dream by you sometimes   you

do remember    your dragons because   you  rode upon them in your dreams

although  sometimes   you are   wide    awake  and   you  really do  believe  in dragons  and that’s  the magic of knowing you are  a dreamer !!

or this  cld apply  to witches  just  wish  would   know what  the  meaning is to witches  and  dragons !!! ha

 

 

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About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from
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