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About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from

no-one on the planet is perfect !!!!!!

Been having ultra  stressful time  ha  i think i have  said  this before    yer   everyone’s  life is  stressful but honestly think u would   really know w hat  stress   was if  me  for  a day   the … Continue reading

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why be perfect

Today has been  an okish  type of day no big  disasters   to report and met  up with some  friends  for a general  chat , their  was 5 of us in total and think   we had  all various struggle … Continue reading

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no tea on national tea day !!!

I have only  been  part living at my  flat  due to so many flaring  up (  to long a blog   for that ) but i  kinda  go back ward and  forwards  and hope to move some   time  due … Continue reading

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being in the moment

I am always being   told i  continually  play the  past  in my head  or   worrying about the  future  always discussing things  months  ahead  such as telling people  when  Easter is  on christmas  day . I was   told … Continue reading

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ptsd emdr aspie and ocd

ummm  totally  fed  up although still hope  something  can be  done  about  my  ummm well lets say out of ordinary  brain !!! I think i could cope  fine  if i was  just  aspergic or  just ocd , dyspraxic  but  having … Continue reading

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bloods and / emdr 8

Been awhile since blogged    must  admit things   not going   as  well as  thought they would be  after  having  so many emdr  sessions but  reckon  it is  going to take a while as taken so long  waiting for … Continue reading

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Invictus still here !!(lastbit)

Umm just  realised  that is  a  strange   title   really  what i am saying  is a long time since mentioned    Invictus (  but also  i am still here  must admit  my journey through the last  few months although … Continue reading

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