Author Archives: loubyjo

About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from

Dragons dreams and witches

I used to day dream or  just  plain visualise   Witches  alot as a child   scaring  myself  silly,  I used to have orange  type   curtains  which were  relatively  light in colour  and  cld  make  shapes of witches through them  and  i think  … Continue reading

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Tiny steps filled with hope !

H ad  an appointment  this week to with  the  DR who is  helping  me out so  much with  finding out hopefully  for once and to all what is wrong . I  really was  was not happy as my mum kept … Continue reading

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ARE WE a help or hindrance

I have  aspergers  ptsd  more or  less   certain  adhd  and  have often  wondered  over the years  wether these   conditions  are considered   to the universe    to be a help or hindrance  are   we a  total pain to society or if … Continue reading

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clear up shock horror

I have been  meaning to   clear up flat for  yeons  but never got round to it    and it  is  over flowing  with books  or shld say was   i have been looking round for   various  flats mainly cos have to  … Continue reading

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buzzing bees

ha d  an  up and down  day  which is pretty  usual for me  but   find if  hyper focus  the in word  for adhd    when   mind  is jumping around all over place and can begin to  calm down slightly  !!! … Continue reading

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written mistakes

I am still  waiting for  a  formal  diagnoses of  Adhd a few  medical PEOPLE  i have contact with seem to   think it is highly  likely  GOT IT   been reading    bits  and  bobs on  one of the  diagnoses   to  see  … Continue reading

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flowers and the madding crowd

lovely sunny day to day   although  i have slept  through a large proportion  of the  day    i am lying  if i said  it was a bit of a surprise  to say the least  that it was so late when … Continue reading

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