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About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from

Christmas survival watch yr mouth

I am becoming more and more   stressed only because playing that   game of     meeting everyone    u now before  the   25th and can’t  wait     for the   26th   with a   book and pyjamas   bliss   saying that   I do like … Continue reading

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MORE HO HO HO !!! survive cmas

AHH  TODAY   WENT  OUT DELIVERING   CHRISTMAS SHEEP  FOR THE  CHURCH   UP THE   ROAD I  ACTUALLY STAYED FOR  THE SERVICE WHICH WAS  SHORT   WHICH HELPS  MY MENTAL  STATE    BUT NO  MUSIC  WHICH  DID NOT   BUT WAS  RELAXING  ALTHOUGH  WAS NOT … Continue reading

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CHRISTMAS HOW TO SURVIVE !!!!

ummm   I  GOT MY FIRST    CHRISTMAS    CARD   TODAY  UMMM  HUMBUG    IT WAS NEVER HANDED  TO ME OTHER  WISH I MAY HAVE SHOUTED   its   November  FAR TO EARLY   I DO LIE CHRISTMAS CARDS   ETC   ITS  JUST A HASSLE  … Continue reading

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live the life you please

umm     cant     decide  what  kind of   day i have had to day  stressful as per usual due to the   ever present PTSD   but at   times  as per usual feel   fine   (  not sure if   like the word  fine  … Continue reading

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open doors to self

The  time will  come when with elation You will  greet     yourself arriving at  your  own door and  in your own   mirror and will  smile at the  others  welcome and say  sir here  eat You will love  again the   stranger … Continue reading

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nasty words !!!

As I have   said previous   ( think ) people  tend   to  thump hurtful   words   to people    i   would  prob  spend  a life time  in prison  if   u had to  spend a  day   locked up   for   everything hurtful      … Continue reading

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anger just destroys u !!!!!

I wld  say   i spend  a large  %  of my life  in a massive  big meltdown due to events  that happened  in my life and  largely   it has  become a pattern  that just  repeats    itself over and over   , … Continue reading

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