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About loubyjo

I have all my life been fascinated by words and books especially I used to have this strange idea that I could read every book in the world well maybe just 80% of them . My life can at times be really stressful as suffer my brains wires are all wonky which results in me having aspergers syndrome thats probably where all my crazy ideas spill out from !!!IIIalso have ocd which results in my thoughts getting stuck in my head causing me lots of distress , but hey what is perfection and if i ever met a perfect person it would probably send me fast asleeP AND YOU AS WELL SO iIam hoping to use this blog to let you lnow what it is like to be me !! in the last few years also discovered got ptsd this is were most of probs stem from

EMOTIONS WIRED UP WRONG

LATELY  I  KEEP  HEARING   THE   WORD   NeuroTYPICAL   which mean  normal brain   (   i always have to  look  up brian  so   does not end  up as  brian  but still    used to drive my mum  crackers    its  uncle bRIAN NOT … Continue reading

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A lone in a crowded room

I  was  recommended the other  day a book called the perks of   being  a  wallflower   I have heard   on  numerous occasions and my  niece  18    lent me the  book  abit  ago   still on pile to read but still  !!! … Continue reading

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heaven / hell or nought

ahhhhhhh  for   a few   days i felt so  much better   the intrusive thoughts had   gone  but  hey  ho they   ventured  into my head   yesterday  and  back  as well today    feel as if  tasted   heaven   only to   find out   my … Continue reading

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Alone / company

I have  always  liked    my  own company strange  as  that  may be   !! No-   can  understand   that  things   tasted  somewhat  bland /  tasteless  when in other  people’s  company , you could  say I was  bored   my  mind    was  … Continue reading

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it s been an age but wow #invictus

the  last  week  or  so I have begun  to feel  so much better   it is unbelievable  to not  have  such    RAGE  and despair  running through my veins it is just the simple things  of  walking to the shops without … Continue reading

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meltdown/ triggers / Invictus

Lately the in words  are   triggered   and meltdown   lets   GET  ONE STRIGHT   IT ANNOYS  ME NO END   WHEN  PEOPLE ARE   CONTINUALLY   TELLING ME  THEY    had a meltdown   the chance is    things    have    got to much for  … Continue reading

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pain / Invictus peace

Every body suffers pain in their life   but often   wonder some  people   suffer more  than  others this hopefully  wont be  a   violin post   u can prob   tell i am mentally  ill  if u see   me  extremely upset   but  don’t think  … Continue reading

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