Category Archives: abuse

anger just destroys u !!!!!

I wld  say   i spend  a large  %  of my life  in a massive  big meltdown due to events  that happened  in my life and  largely   it has  become a pattern  that just  repeats    itself over and over   , … Continue reading

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threats and the brain reacts

I  have  suffered  from   ptsd slightly  since the   age of  13  and   full blown for over a   decade   with ocd  most of my  life but   just  discovered   got pure  ocd    as well … Continue reading

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Invictus still here !!(lastbit)

Umm just  realised  that is  a  strange   title   really  what i am saying  is a long time since mentioned    Invictus (  but also  i am still here  must admit  my journey through the last  few months although … Continue reading

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the after math of emdr

well  last week after  my first emdr  which  supposed to   help with the traumatic   events  that   have happened  in my life   well  i  must felt   1110000000000000000 %   better i cant  describe  how if felt … Continue reading

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ptsd 4

Feeling  drowned  by appointments at the  mo  some necessary and some not ,  I need   alot of   space in between  things  otherwise  feel  going to  explode ROB  T (mr  ptsd  thinks  i am like  a phone that   … Continue reading

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ptsd wait and wait some more

I  probably  developed   ptsd but not  acutely  roughly at about  the  age of  13   after  being  assulted   but   kind had  it   hidden in bck of mind  til  reignited    decades    later  prob  because   … Continue reading

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#INVICTUS #poetry #ptsd

HI      JUST  BEEN   told    it has  been   9 months   since  last posted   wow  i am not going  to say what most people say who  have been waiting  for  9 months   but   really life  is  pretty   much the  same ,  and  … Continue reading

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